It was still dark and quiet outside when I woke this morning, so I attempted to meditate for awhile to help allay the quietly expanding sense of panic that was beginning to bubble up in me. Today I have to find a place to live. How will that happen? Where do I start? What if I don’t find anywhere? This is the panic of my mind trying to railroad me. In response I try to focus on the feelings of calmness and relief that I know will come once I have this mission completed. I just have to trust that … [Read more...]